A Lonely Housewife

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Well, I talked to my husband last night and told him how I felt.. although it made me feel better, I don't know if he really was listening to me, so we will see what happens. So keep your fingers crossed for me.. sorry , this is so short, but will have a longer post soon.

Tam

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

First Post

Well, as you may know this is my first post in my new blog. Yes, I am a housewife, Yes I am a mother and Yes, I am lonely. I am sure there are many other mothers and even housewifes with no children that can relate to me. I have three beautiful kids that I am absoutely proud of and I am stay at home mother. I have been married to my second husband for almost 9 years this June. We have been through a lot together, emotionally, finacially and almost split because of it. But here we are still together thru it all. My husband isn't the same person he was when we was dating, I guess what they say is true men change after they marry, well some men anyways. I never believed that, but I am living proof. The first year was great. I only had my 12 yr old daughter from a previous marriage, then she was about 2 and then I had my son sortly afterwards, but still things was wonderful. He was an ideal husband, sweet, caring, affectionst, romantic.. All the things I could wish for, but then all that changed.

I love my husband, but now here I am staying at home and I feel more alone then ever. Sometimes I feel empty inside. I compete for his attention constantly. I have three things agianst me, no one of them isn't a women, but his work, his family ( a big thorn in my side, especially his mother) and his computer. So can alot of women out there relate. Tell me how you handle it. because sometimes I feel that I should just run away, because what is the point of me being here. All I am anymore is a mother, a maid, a bed companion.

The sad part about all this is I have told my husband how I felt, but it doesn't make a difference. Yeah, he gets better for awhile, but boom back to the same ole crap a month later. I could go on al night rambling, but I will stop here. I will post again. So please send me your comments, I would love to hear them. Oh, Also don't forget to join my Lonely Housewife Club Group..

Tam